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November 08 我是个超级懦夫我是个超级懦夫，这点我自己很清楚． 有太多的事情我都不敢做． 成天希望周遭的一切能尽量保持现状． 我想我害怕改变． 有时，我也会觉得自己没有主见，没有用，没有能力．．．． 是个道道地地的白痴． 生活中的问题使我烦恼不已，过去的种种也常令我懊恼． 要是有机会，真的很希望能造出一台时光机． 把我脑海中不好的回忆通通改写． 也希望自己能够再次得到自己曾被给予的机会， 如果可以，我真的希望自己能好好把握． 要是真的可以．．．．真的可以．．．．．．．．．． p/s: 我今天很情绪化，所以别惹我！ September 18 18 sept 2009嗨! 好久不见了! 最近真的很忙!考试~有够累人的! 不过,那都已经结束了!哈哈! 现在我要好好补眠,黑眼圈超重的...... 最近,我听歌的路线又多了. 以前不听的歌,现在慢慢觉得其实也没有想象中的难听. 听歌的口味有所改变,难道说我的性格也在改变之中吗? 不知道...... 反正,只要有好歌听就够了! 不仅如此, 我写出来的东西好象也更以往有很大的区别. 敬请期待咯! 昨天,读了一些同学的文章. 发现,其实大家对生命都要一定的概念. 我暗自感到开心,因为大家都明白生命是宝贵的, 而且大家都对生命有很多实际的看法. 接下来的日子要更努力了! 加油! August 27 TimelessUnintentionally, I reopened a dics. It consisted a lot of japanese songs which I've not listen to for quite a kong time. Suddenly, I realize that, they sound even better than I first listen to them. strange enough, right? They bring back a lot of memories and just like a movie which retall a lot of stories. For instance, the stories about love, friendships, dreams and so on. I feel things which I can't feel before, and those feelings make me ponder. What I've became for these few years.... Am I still the same person as a few years ago? I've no idea. But one thing that can be sure is I'm happy. That's it. Enough. August 16 疯子与疯子无法否认的是,我的确生活在一个相当不正常且处处充诉着疯子的世界. 每一天都会有意想不到的事情发生,不同的笑料,不同的话题. 我们一起哭,一起笑,生活就是如此的简单. 别人异样的眼光,我们并没有多加的去理会. 只因,这是我的人生,没必要像只牛一般地被人牵着鼻子走. 就是如此的简单. 快乐,无须要过多的奢侈和颜色. 简简单单的没啥不好. 我的存在没有碍着谁,也不希望别人来犯着我. 平平凡凡地,或许也是幸福, 而不甘平凡也不是种过错. 说到底,这些只是人们表达自己生活的方式. 无须讶异,也无须压抑. 如此而已,就是如此而已. 疯子与疯子的相处,也不过如此. July 24 Keep Fighting终于, 得再次面对考试了! 这次,真有点战战兢兢的! 哈哈! 真的得好好加油了,想考好成绩! 当然,大家都会有一样的心愿, 所以我希望大家都能做到最好. 有一段时间没有写东西了,感觉已经将这里遗忘了! 好像有点不应该! 有点累了! 拜拜! 希望下次有更多的东西能在这里分享. P/S: 以正面的力量对抗恶势力! Fighting! @ June 04 回来了!真的很忙,考试真的会让我的生活日夜颠倒.....
没关系,都过去了!
现在是美好的假期!
夏天令人特别想去海边野餐啊!
还有夏季的电影也是特多的!
哈哈!可以好好放松咯!
可是,很讽刺的是,我很懒得出门.....
又热又累的!
其实,说闲也没有闲到哪去....
FOLIO 还没做......又发现了令自己无法自拔的有趣事物,
每天都很热衷地在研究......
算了吧! 好好度过这难得的假期!
HAPPY HOLIDAY!!
April 19 Happy BirthdayTime slips away from my fingers faster than I can imagine.
It's my birthday.
Just wish myself can have a happy day.
Well, it's amazing to celebrate my 17th birthday.
At least, not all the people in this world have their 17th birthday.
I'm very grateful. Thanks for the someone or something out there who have
given the strength to keep me alive.
These are my wishes:
I wish everyone in the world can feel happiness.
I wish everyone can live better.
I wish...........sorry, I want to keep this as a secret.
Everything will be alright, tomorrow will be fine!
Peace :)
March 24 Sharing and caringWell, I think I've messed up my exam again. I don't know what I've written in my question paper. Maybe, I need to do more exercise to get use of the exam format. Anyway, I feel quite happy to have this exam since finally I got the mood to study. Perhaps, it has turned on my study-mode. Hopefully I'll continue staying in this mode until the arrival of SPM . Suddenly, I can feel a kind if happiness when going to school everyday. I feel happy to spend time with my friends, study together and discuss the problem we faced. I think this is the right way to study. Besides, everybody seems to have the effort to reach their goal. It's a perfect aura for study. P/S: sharing and caring lead us to success. March 14 SPM~ It's my turn now.Hi there! It's been a while I didn't post anything here. I'm having some busy days recently. Especially after the announcement of the SPM result. It's impressive! My seniors did really well in this. It gives us a lot of pressure. However, I cannot deny that it did has its benefits. For instance, my friends and I now having a totally different attitude towards our studies. By the way, congratulations to all 2008 SPM candidates. oh, besides that, I think The Beatles' songs really cheer me up. Listen here: I dance with this song. It makes me feel like I'm going back to the "Rock & Roll" era. Love it. March 07 谢谢这两天身体抱恙....有点发热!很怕生病.
不过,还好有三天的假期,哈!
终于可以好好休息了!
为什么说"终于"呢?因为着一整个星期实在太忙了!
准备着考试,又有开会什么的......
熬过去了...还蛮有成就感的.
其实以前还有比这更累人的日子,只是身体越来越弱,
经不起劳累了.
所以,最近也在努力抽时间做运动,也把房间打扫了一边,希望借此能找回健康的体魄.
又在忙着写东写西了,感觉真棒!
希望能作出比较专业的东西.
很兴奋,血液正在沸腾,感觉会有些惊喜.
对了,不能忘记考试!
希望能好好做做复习,考取好成绩.
和大家一起努力为了梦想前进的感觉,无法言喻.
很开心有一群善良的好朋友.
他们总是能微笑面对我那异与常人的任性方式,在我难过和疲惫不堪是给我支持........
谢谢,真的很感谢着一切!
Thanks to someone out there who gifted me so much!
除了谢谢,我不知道该说什么了.......
P/S: 老师,祝您顺利生产,生下健康的宝宝!
February 21 情人节~有人欢喜有人愁......真的有一段时间没更新了!
最近忙着学校的事.
一年一度的运动会在情人节的氛围下度过了.
一如往年,没情人一起过.
不过,今年的情人节我过的得很开心.
因为能和一群朋友一度过,算是很有意义,特别了!
最近也在练吉他,也在努力地吸收不同的知识,不断地丰富自己.
也看了一些书,拥有很多不同的灵感和感受.
听的音乐类型也不断地在增加.
对了,最近也去了朋友家开的练团室去,也算认识了一些也有练歌的人.
其中有位不错的吉他手哦!
观察他让我学到了点表演技巧.很有收获哦!
再来,我要说说让我难过的事情了......
我的偶像失恋了!!!我的天啊!!!!!
网站上大家都在讨论着.....因为女方说被骗了......
真的很难过......
谁是谁非,真的是乱七八糟.
P/S: 这首歌很好听哦!
February 02 I love booksRecently, I'm having a hard time with doing homeworks and resting.
Well, if you're a Form 5 student, I don't think that is possible for you to get
eight hours of sleep everyday. Although that's what the scientists and the docters
recommanded.
Anyway, I'm trying to find as much time as possible to read.
In my opinion, that's really important, sometimes it even more important that doing homeworks.
What I think is getting a proper and variable perspective towards thing is very important.
That's one of the benefit we get from reading,
Besides, I ponder that textbooks is not the one and only thing we should concern.
There're lots of facts and interesting stories which we can't know and learn from the textbooks
as well as the reference books.
Sometimes I feel surprise when someone asks me why I have to read those things.
Doesn't it is good to read novel and story books or anything which can gives us knowledge
but it's not related to the syllabus of our textbooks?
I don't what other people are thinking, but I'll keep doing what I think is right.
Perhaps I'm not the top student, but I'm enjoying reading.
I'll just keep doing what I like. January 26 First Day of the Chinese New YearIt's been a while I didn't write anything here.
Well, I've been quite busy for the past few weeks.
School's acutivities, homeworks and more homeworks filled my time.
Tired of it but I can do nothing to the Malaysia education system.
Maybe, It's time to change this outmoded system and method of teach.
But somehow, nothing progressive has been done.
As long as I'm still live on this land, then I've to obey to the rules.
Anyway, I'm trying to read as many books as I can now.
Trying to gain some experiences and feelings as well as inspirations for
myself to become more determined, strong and passionate towards my future.
I spent the a whole year to figure out what I want to do.
But somehow it seems like virtual.
In another words, there's too much of obstacles in front of me.
I'm scare. I scare I'll give up my dream. I scare I'll forget it.
Well, I'm figuring and trying to write something new right now.
I wish I can write something more complited and sounds better.
P/s: Happy Chinese New Year! Besides, I find that Pavarotti's voice warms my heart. Ha!
January 09 Roswell最近,我爱上了一部英语电视剧,"Roswell".
它有点历史了,大约在1999-2002年间首播.
我是在电视台重播这部电视剧是才留意到它的.
其实,我对这部戏的印像是来自于它的主题曲.
很好听哦! 是由Dido演唱的,叫做"Here With You".
我总是觉得我听过这首歌,大约在我刚刚上小学是吧!
这部戏主要是讲述alien 和人类相恋的故事.
那位外星人先生叫做Max Evans,那位人类小姐叫Liz Parker.
外星人先生从六岁开始就暗恋人类小姐.
一次枪击事件,外星人先生用特异功能救活了人类小姐.
故事就如此展开了!
外星人先生真的很深情哦!
这部戏还挺有趣的.
P/s: 外星人先生有双电死人不偿命的深情眼眸,晕了! December 31 2009~新的开始刚刚在电视机前倒数完,好开心!
新的一年又来了,很难想象....去年倒数的画面依然历历在目.
跟去年一样,在五月天的歌声中迎接新一年的到来.
去年,我好像有哭.
结果,今年还是哭了!
听着五月天唱得激动,卖力,我在电视机前也很"卖力"地哭.
克制不了,眼泪就是不停流.
很感动.
接受到很多朋友的祝福,很谢谢大家.
身体里充满了能量.
今年就要面对SPM了,得加油!
努力向前,冲啊!
December 24 Happy ChristmasFirst of all, I wanna to wish everyone " Merry Christmas".
I like christmas. That's why I always talk about it.
However, I never celebrate Christmas before and I don't think I'll celebrate Christmas this year.
But that's okey.
I can have fun by watching the others celebrate Christmas.
I'm having fun with listening christmas' carol, watching christmas-related movie too.
Recently, I'm listening to The Beatles.
I'm trying to listen every studio albums by the band.
Then, I realise that these guys really influenced a lot of musicians.
Today, you can still hear many The Beatles-style of musics.
People miss and adore their musics even though the band didn't release any new studio album since 1970.
Now, I'll just enjoy their songs and waiting for Christmas to come.
 December 13 兴奋心跳加速,一种快乐至极的感觉.
这种感觉挺不错的.
最近一次有这种感觉是听演唱会CD,
Panic At The Disco 的Live in Chicago这张演唱会专辑.
好high哦!
仿佛就在现场听演唱会.
痛快的节奏,犀利的歌词,狂飙的吉他声,用力敲打的鼓声
不太完美的现场演唱,
再加上重新编出的曲和沸腾的现场气氛.
我想那是个令人印像深刻的夜晚.
现场听众的掌声和尖叫声,
在台上的演唱者应该也会有比平时更好的表现吧!
这种感觉是在录音室里怎样录也很难会有的.
好棒!这种感觉,这样不太完美的声音或许就是完美吧!
因为大家在那一首首的歌曲里都留下了美好的回忆.
好喜欢这样的感觉!
December 07 船到桥头自然直时间过得真的很快,假期已经过了一大半.
很快就要开学了!
开学后,我就是Form 5的学生了.
考好SPM就是我的首要任务.
应该不能够再偷懒了!
想到就怕~
应该也没有多余的时间去玩吉他了.
应该也不可以花时间在写东西和研究上.
一切都要等到考试结束了.
可是,考试的结束意味着另一场战争的开始.
大家又要抢奖学金.
真希望有人可以资助我念书.
我想念的东西应该很冷门吧......
我没有当医生或律师的远大志向.
现在说什么都没用. 只有好好念书,其他的就不用想太多.
船到桥头自然直.
做好自己份内的事情就很了不起了! November 27 Panic!!突然发现,我真的挺容易紧张....
不知道是为什么!
我想我应该在认真点做事,再努力一点.
或许会减轻这类状况吧!
Guitar的考试要到了,越来越紧张....
很想做到最好成绩,但是紧张却害惨了我!
歌弹得不顺,回答也乱七八糟.
我看老师也很头痛吧!
我只有好好靠自己了!
这几天不能偷懒,要好好练!
我现在真切地意识到,要成功,努力和热诚是必要条件.
以前,我懂的只是起道理,但是真正亲身地体会我还是很缺乏.
总而言之,我真的很想把考试考好!
很久没有这么强烈的欲望想要完成某件事.
最近,我也受到了很长的冲击.
很久没有这种被挑衅的感觉了.
对手是那么的明确,也那么有挑战性.
心中的那把烈火被点燃了,十分有干劲呢!
真的真的很久没有这种感受了.
是好是坏,还不得而之.
但是,至少我真的被刺激到了,挺难得的...
时间过得真快,明年就要从中学毕业.
届时,身边的一切将改变.
不知道大家的生活会变得怎么样...
希望大家都能找到自己想完成的事情,并且完成它.
PS:最近喜欢 Paramore 的 Decode 这首歌.
November 20 太清闲~也是种烦恼!真的不太能够适应没有上学的日子.
明明那么期待假期地到来,好不容易盼到它来了,
却又因为过于清闲而烦恼.
每天早上7.30起床,就打开电视机.
然后就吃早餐,之后就是对着电脑.
前两天在电脑桌前还能写出些东西,
这两天就写不出来.
真的很想一直写,一直写.
昨天,我找到了有趣的东西.
下载了一些书,
我看就暂时看看书打发时间吧!
还有,好好练习吉他.
有机会的话,也想碰碰钢琴.
希望能好好学习,有所长进.
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